Back up off me

Small update for today.

I consider it small because nothing much has been going on in my life lately so it's going to be short and simple.

Had lunch with the tuition mates in Hilton KL on Tuesday. Finally got the chance to talk and catch up with each other. Then followed Yana to test drive the new Volks Golf GTI. Well I did the test drive for her. Kinda weird though considering that she's the one getting it for her birthday. Then went back to her house to just talk. Called Is and Haniff too because it wouldn't be fun without them. Talked for quite some time on her swing right above her pond like water feature.

Other than that I've just been sitting at home and doing practically nothing.

Classes are starting soon so I'm pretty excited about that. Definitely not excited about the results so let's just put it there.

Yea I went there.

Sometimes I don't know why I put up with matters that just annoy my brains. I mean, having people not replying my texts and thinking that it's fine. And when they do feel like texting me, I reply without even mentioning my frustration to them. I also don't know why I keep accepting bullshit from other people. Why do I let people tell me what to do. Tell me where to go and how to behave and what not. What do they have on me? It's not like they own me. I can practically tell them to push off but i wonder I never do so. It's like I take it in and never let any out. I shall learn to not be softy. I'm going to tell people to push off. To back the hell up off me. I shall not be owned by anyone. I am an individual and most important I am Fitri :)

I'm planned to go out tomorrow but I'm thinking of canceling. I sometimes find that other people don't know how to appreciate me. It's like I do so much and what I get is probably nothing. Maybe a scold here and there. And it's somehow getting me really pissed right now. I find it bloody annoying that people these days do as they please. Just because they're having a bad day they can take it out on me. Just because they have problems, they think it's fine to drag me in it too. I'm pissed. Yes I am pissed at you.

Mmhhhmmmm :)

Everyone is moving to Tumblr. Why? I don't know why. Maybe it's newer and people find it more amusing. But the thing is, they don't really blog on tumblr. They just reblog a photo from a different blog and add in a small caption and call it a day. Hello! Even i can do it. But i won't. I just visit those tumblr blogs so i can copy them funny pictures :D i loike.

I promised myself that i'm gonna start blogging again starting this week. I shall start where I left off and hopefully get into a nice rhythm. As for now, i'm going off to the last Raya open house this year. It's my neighbours open house. The only reason i'm going is to hopefully find satay and maybe duit raya. Yes i need all that i can get. My lifestyle is getting really expensive and i'm not even near proud of it. sigh.