I love how I used to sound. I love the sincerity that I had in my sentences. I love how everything was just fine and there was nothing really major to think about. I want to feel that way again. I want to feel free again. Free from all these ruthless emotions. Well hey guess what? Today is the day I make that transition. I am shaking it all of. I am throwing out the bad and bringing in the good.
For starters, I am going to finally accept that things have changed and I'm okay with it. Like seriously. A person told me that bestfriends don't need to see each other everyday to be close. They are just close inevitably. So read that Tunku Zafirah! We will always be BESTFRIENDS FOREVER EVER! don't you forget that :)
I'm also mending broken relationships with people. I need all the good I can get. I'm going to live a simple life. Not too much frills. I've been getting that a lot lately. Since I've been hanging out with my classmates from college. They have taught me that living a simple life is not all bad. You have yourself surrounded with good people, have a healthy life and portray a positive outlook of yourself. You don't need to have a fancy car, diamond rings on all five fingers, designer clothing that costs more than your monthly pay or a membership at the most expensive turf club in the city. Those are the things we think we need, but it's actually what we want.
We need simplicity. I'm going for simplicity nowadays. What more can I wish for? I believe that when you set the bar at such a high standard at such a young age, you'll have trouble maintaining and evolving to be better when you're older. I mean, yea sure being rich is nice but what's important is enjoying life doing exactly what we love to do.
I'm starting today. I'm making today the point where I turn around. I'm setting my priorities straight. I'm living a simple life and enjoying all the great things that life has to offer.
