Goodbye kiki

I have this problem of letting go. Not that it's a bad thing as a whole but when it's definitely unhealthy when it gets out of hand. Right now a few things are bothering me. The first thing is, my cousin's cat named Kiki just died this morning unexpectedly. It was the love of our whole family's life. Everyone would give it a hug every time we visit. Kiki was only 6 months old but very huge. It was fat. Well obviously as a result of eating 6 times a day haha. Though being fat, it was very active. It would be running around catching our legs for no apparent reason. I am truly going to miss Kiki. Although it was not my cat, but it had managed to make its way to our hearts.

Raya 2009

The other problem is constantly running through the back of my mind. As hard as I try to just let it go, it does not go. For some apparent reason, I just want to get it fixed, but there is no way of fixing it and getting it back to how it was. That's where me not letting go comes in. I can't seem to let go of the fact that it's damaged forever.

I don't have a reason to tell when someone comes up and ask me why I can't let go. Maybe it just is. I just want it to go back to the way it is. The way when we could all get together. Now everything is different. I can't do the things that I used to do. I'm just upset right now. sigh.

Anyway, went out with Zaf today. Fetched her from college after my friday prayers which was around 2. Went to pyramid for lunch. Walked around and shopped a bit. Well she did, I was just the bodyguard :P Left pyramid at 4 and went to Summit. Bought a few software CDs for our laptops. Bought drinks and left for Shah Alam to send her home.

The road back to Subang was bloody congested. I didn't really have a choice so I followed it patiently. Reached home at around 7. Tried to install the softwares that I bought but I failed to do so. I called my college mate, Teddy, to ask for help but he couldn't guide me by phone so I took out the disc and started complaining on how I hate when these things happen :/

Was suppose to go to Cheras but everyone got lazy so instead my sister and I went out for dinner at a nearby restaurant. Came back, watched the telly for awhile and now i'm here. Will be sleeping at the campus this week coz I'm too darn lazy to be driving back and forth. And plus, I need to ask my friends to drive me to Lowyat. I have this thing against driving my own cars to lowyat heeeeee :D

Oh yeah, I forgot. Slept over at my cousin's house on thursday coz his parents were out and I didn't have any plans. That explains why I was not online. His internet connection refused to connect to my mac. Either that or his internet connection does not support Mac. If there is such a thing :)

Sem 2 Week 2 day 2

I had one of the best days ever today. It wasn't any different than any other day but I just felt very special today. Was up really early coz class was at 10. Drove surprisingly fast coz I left home pretty late and I still managed to get there 5 minutes before class.

Went for lunch after the class ended at this nearby food court. Went back to my friend's room after that thinking of downloading new Gossip Girl episodes but the server was being a bitch so that plan failed miserably.

So as a back up plan, I called up Ummi and asked for her whereabouts. Thankfully she and the gang was nearby. So that gave me the chance to pass her some cupcakes so she can distribute them to everyone and she certainly did. On the way to meet her, I saw that person and I was like "damn, this ain't right" so I reversed the car and waited for Ummi beside the road.

I had another class at 2 and that was really the highlight of my day. Was suppose to sit beside the normal gang but that person came so i sat beside Ummi and her gang. I don't really have a problem with that person. I just think that person is a lil tad bit arrogant and stuck up. I don't really fancy those type of people so it's best for me to just keep my distance before something bad happens. But if the person comes forward and actually make an effort, I would be oh so delighted to return that person's kind gesture :). Anyway, We were laughing all the way throughout class. Was totally oblivious on what was happening at the front. We were laughing about everything and anything. The best part is that the laughs really got my spirits up. So thanks guys.

After class, I went to Pyramid with the gang to catch a movie. We watched Cloudy with a chance of meatballs. It was an OKAY movie. Nothing really special about it. Just the fact that it was entertaining. Left right after the movie coz I was half awake and they were half asleep lol.

Got home, took a shower. Had something to eat and now I'm here. Not planning to lepak tonight coz i'm just tired and staying home sounds really good right now. Especially with the aircond on full blast and the dim lights. Sadly I have no pictures coz I don't have my trusty papparazi in my class anymore ahemZakiyyahemm.

unintended

What are the odds of me actually sitting at home quietly for one day? Never!! haha. I had one of the most tiring day today. Was out for nearly the whole day. As usual was at people's houses eating like there was no tomorrow. Sigh.

Then lepak, then we went to KLIA, then more lepak, then went home, then went lepak again and at last went home :)

I so need something better to do to keep me occupied. Like maybe I should take up sky diving. Oh which reminds me, I need to go for bungee jumping badly. Any takers? no? damn. If you do change your mind, give me a holla.

Anyway, i have class tomorrow at 2pm but i'm seriously super duper lazy to go. I have not packed my stuff and honestly i don't feel like staying there this week. I forgot to ask my mum to send my clothes to the dry cleaners so right now i don't have any nice clothes to wear to college. How messed up is that? So obviously I don't have the mood to stay there. And plus i'm currently running low on them benjamins so staying home would really condone me to staying at home.

I need one of those fancy financial advisers. Oh wait, how can someone advise me on my financial status when I don't have any finances wtf. Now that is really messed up. I tend to spend a lot when I have a lot. Oh wait, isn't that what everyone does?

I need to have lunch with some of the peeps from college too. Since the new semester started i haven't had much time to hang out with them. Coz you know classes are only on three days of the week and most of the classes I have are not the same as them so yeah, I need to see them! I'm really hoping that this semester will get better in time. Coz honestly, I don't see any room for it to get any worse.

Fitri Zulkifli

Sampai sini saja

Woah, I feel like I'm opening a new blog coz based on the date that i last blogged, it was ages ago. So many things have happened and been happening. Sadly I am not gonna be elaborating on those matters coz there are too much things to say and by the time i get to that, my second semester would be over wtf.

I'll just highlight the important stuff like results came out and mine were not bad thank you god. My classes are also not too bad but it could have been better. The people around me now are awesome and i feel like i always can count on them. There are a few things that i wished could have changed for the better but I guess sometimes things just don't go our way.

Anyway, since the month of Raya started, it has been nothing but open houses. One after the other. I'm not saying that it's not good but when it happens to overlap with someone elses, i just get really confused. It happened to me on three saturdays in a row. That shows how many open houses i had. So I am truly sorry to those open houses which i couldn't make it.

I'm hoping next saturday would be the last 8 invitations LOL.