Songket

Hey, just a short update before i go to bed :) 

Nothing much to be updated anyway so this is gonna be really short. First of all, i got my new laptop. A macbook pro :) it's so pretty i tell you haha.

So yeah, went out with Zaf today to Pavillion for some shopping.

Gosh i'm bored already so here are some pictures :D

I'm gone :)

the loss of a living legend

Don't ask me why i'm blogging everyday. I just feel like it so if you have anything to say about that, DON'T :D heeeee.

I have to keep myself in the house for the whole day today and finish my assignments but as soon as i woke up, i called peeps and started calling everyone for an outing. Wtf is wrong with me blerghhh! I need to set my priorities straight damn it :(

Was up till 5 last night trying to figure out the design that i'm going to do for my Design Fundamental assignment. It's due on wednesday by the way T____T

Anyway, the sudden pass of Yasmin Ahmad has indeed been confirmed today. Yasmin Ahmad ; age 51 passed away last night at 11.25pm in Damansara specialist after going into a coma. She suffered a stroke on thursday while having this meeting with Dato' Siti and her old husband wtf =.=

Gosh, this is so shocking. She was practically the only director in malaysia who actually made a difference in the domestic entertainment capital. She was well known for the movies that she had created. Some of them are Sepet, Gubra, Mukhsin and Talentime. I watched all of them mind you. Her ways of making a statement and actually reach out to our nation was very subtle but it definitely worked.

She is also known for her indescribably artistic ways of making an advert. Her ads would touch so many hearts. Some of them were funny and some of them were touching but all of them had a special meaning to it. It was somehow embedded in the clip itself and the way people could understand it made her a living legend.

As for me, this is a big loss to Malaysia. Great minds like these don't come by very often. Let's all pray for her peace and may Allah bless her soul.

Al-Fatihah

sengal wtf

I'm in the mood to blog. Suprising isn't it? lol. So yeah, nothing much to blog about. Just some random stuff i've been up to.

Let's see, went to Kelana Mall for a Bazaar in Lepaq cafe. It was not bad actually. It had this open mic concept so anyone who feels like singing or whatever can do so there. I had the chance to see some of them practice before the actual show later in the night.

The interesting part was, i got lost getting there and i got lost going back so technically this proves my direction skills sucks big time. I need a lesson or two from someone who knows KL/Selangor at the tip of their fingers :/

Got home, had a bite to eat. Watched telly, watched more telly, and watched more and more telly. Oh wait, i did manage to fit in a few hours of my Computer Graphics assignment but it didn't really turn out the way i wanted it to be so i closed it wtf.

My internet connection has been PMS-ing. Not me thank YOU very much! it'll take 10000000000000 years to load Facebook. I got so frustrated so i knocked the laptop and poof it turned off by itself. Awesome!

Thank god, it just started to go back to normal so i'm hoping it'll stay like this so i won't lose my mind T___T I love internet! sue me if you want to :D

So yeah before i go, i just have to post this convo i had with Izzat like 10 minutes ago. This has nothing to do with the living nor the dead. Please don't come find me HAHA! You know who you are :P

izzy ; says:
sayanggg...
izzy ; says:
kenapa PMS?
izzy ; says:
jgn la pms sayanggg..
izzy ; says:

Fitri Zulkifli says:
ala
Fitri Zulkifli says:
yang
Fitri Zulkifli says:
i datang bulan la
izzy ; says:
laaa.
izzy ; says:
i dah ckp smlm..beli 2 packet kotex
izzy ; says:
you degil
izzy ; says:
nak jugak beli 1.
Fitri Zulkifli says:
tu la
izzy ; says:
ish.
Fitri Zulkifli says:
now dah habis
Fitri Zulkifli says:
pakai tampon je la
Fitri Zulkifli says:

izzy ; says:
tak boleh ; you kan tau you slalu overflow cam air terjun.
izzy ; says:
takkan i nak ingatkan you slalu
izzy ; says:
susah la hidup i.
Fitri Zulkifli says:
ala
Fitri Zulkifli says:
you ni
Fitri Zulkifli says:
susah skit je nak marah
izzy ; says:
i tak marah.
izzy ; says:
i cuma nak bagitau
izzy ; says:
you ada masalah pundi.
izzy ; says:

Fitri Zulkifli says:
nak buat macam mana
Fitri Zulkifli says:
dah i mcm ni
izzy ; says:
tue la.
izzy ; says:
nak buat camne . i tetap sayang you.
Fitri Zulkifli says:
aww
Fitri Zulkifli says:
i sayang you jugak
izzy ; says:
you jgn tipu i ; hari tuh i nampak you ngan keling mana tah.
Fitri Zulkifli says:
you nampak ke?
Fitri Zulkifli says:
itu one night stand je
izzy ; says:
one night stand PUN.
Fitri Zulkifli says:
well i needed someone to make me happy
izzy ; says:
YOU TAK PERNAH NAK PUAS KAN I
izzy ; says:
I TAK PERNAH PUAS.
Fitri Zulkifli says:
you punya too puny
Fitri Zulkifli says:
sorry sayang
izzy ; says:
puny puny punnnn you nak jugak.
izzy ; says:
mujur la mulut you tak muat besar2.
izzy ; says:
takpe. sbb tuh you nak kat i
izzy ; says:
i tau.
Fitri Zulkifli says:
tak sedap la
Fitri Zulkifli says:
macam lollipop
izzy ; says:
sbb tuh you try for keling.
izzy ; says:
diorang wanna be niggers.
izzy ; says:
budjet besar
Fitri Zulkifli says:
eh you ni
Fitri Zulkifli says:
jealous ke?
izzy ; says:
lollipop ar best.
izzy ; says:
tak la ; i lagi suka. sbb you cam takde experience.
izzy ; says:
takleh nak puaskan i
Fitri Zulkifli says:
sorry la, sometimes i rasa pun you masuk
izzy ; says:
gi la practice.
Fitri Zulkifli says:
ok la

He started it WTF. I was just going with the flow =.= Anyway, thats it for now. ciao!

Al-fatihah for the loss of Yasmin Ahmad.

Happy Birthday Zafie!

I'm stressed out and carefree at the same time =.= I just finished my english assignment that is to be submitted tomorrow. I feel so relieved that it's done. But then again, not so because i still have like 4 different other subjects that have assignments to be done so yeah, i'm pretty much still in square one T_T

I'm back home in my comfortable bed. No dust on the floor. No ants roaming around. No underwear hanging down from the top of my bed. No noisy fan vibration sounds. And most importantly. No hostel toilets! YAY! I went back early this week because i just felt like it.

I'm suppose to have class tomorrow but i'm kinda skipping it because it's a one hour class full of nonsense. I'm serious okay? I mean, i've never missed it before so i actually know how it is. It's like the lecturer( no offence Mr Sabri :D ) repeats what he taught in the previous class so there's not really a big point of going.

And plus, it's Zaf's birthday today!(friday) oh which reminds me,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR ZAFIE!!!!

May all your wishes come true on this special day, Enjoy yourself :D

We have known each other since forever. We both know what each of us likes and dislikes. You're my loser and i'm your monkey! Let it stay that way okay?

So yeah, went out with Zaf this morning supposedly for lunch but ended up going shopping hehe. Well Zaf mostly did the shopping. I tried on a few shirts here and there but none of them were really worth buying haha. We left at around 2.45 coz i had a class at 4.

Reached campus 20 mins before class so i had time to look for a parking space and walk slowly to class :) Had a very quick class today. Was suppose to be till 6 but we were already out by 4.45 because there was really nothing to be taught. So i went back to my room.

Laid on the bed and contemplated whether i should be going home or not. So after half an hour or so, i decided to leave so i did. Packed up my stuff and left. Reached home kinda late coz i got lost! I tried this other way home because one of my friends uses it. It made me lost damn it. Felt like such a tard T_T

Took an early dinner. Showered and sat down in front of the laptop. Talked to a few friends for awhile. Did my english assignment with one group mate missing. Finished everything. Watched a little bit of telly and then now i'm here :) Feeling quite thirsty.

I'm in the mood to finish my Gossip Girl! Alrighty then, i shall go now.

* I'm not mad, it's just that i need you to be more responsible towards your work. Yeah sure i'm not that responsible either but i'm getting there. Trying very hard to leave my highschool mentality and start fresh

time warp

Just as i said life is going smooth. Something bad happens and turns the table around pfftt! I'm having this headache weirdly only on the left side of my head. Apart from that, i'm feeling very emo due to no specific reasons. I was very quiet in class today. Didn't do much "huu haa" as usual. Was practically alone the whole day coz i didn't feel like moving in groups. Just felt like being a loner for a day.

Watched Gossip Girl on my iPOD for the whole day. Like i said, i just felt like keeping to myself. Only had one meal for the day which was breakfast at 9.45 am and suprisingly i wasn't feeling hungry at all. I should emo more, this way i'll lose weight in no time :D

Left for home right after the last class which was at 6. Reached home, had an early dinner and watch telly. Took a nice hot shower and now i'm here. Feeling like i'm coming down with a fever but i already took panadol to prevent the fever from developing. I can't afford to get sick these days. Practically everyone in my class is coughing and sneezing so it's kinda worrying.

I have tons of work to do but instead of getting to it, i'm here blabbing on how my day was and what not. Well that's too bad anyway. How can i focus on my work when all my brain wants to do is emo. I feel lo unsatisfied. I'm mad at time. Time changes things. I don't mind if it changes something from bad to good but the reason i am the way i am now is because it changed something good to bad.

I just blame time for all of this. Time is definitely at fault. Depressing isn't it? Blaming everyone and everything else but our ownself. Sigh what is going on with me. I just feel like stopping the time so i can live in that moment again and again. But i know i can't.

Accept the fact Fitri Zulkifli....

Not today Sonny Jim :(

*Just as i was about to feel somewhat better, blogger knocks on the door and delivers more emo but not permitting me to upload photos! DAMN IT*

random

Humans tend to take things for granted sometimes. They have their own ways of looking at something in various ways and because of that, the outcome is not usually the same. It can either be bad or it can either be good so that is what tells everyone apart.

For me, life has been very kind. Not to say that everything is going perfect but it can be counted smooth.

My lifestyle has changed termendously. I was very depending back then but i now i find myself more independent. Though, at the same time. I miss my old life so very much.

I practically miss everyone that was constantly around me whom i can trust and actually talk to without doubt. Not counting gender nor race. I miss being me. Being the fool that i am. In school, i was crazy. I'd fool around. Laugh and sing loudly like the school was actually my dad's.

But now that i'm in college. I have to potray myself differently. I have to remain calm. No loud laughs. No loud singing. I just miss that.

But there are a few peeps here that make me feel abit like i used to be. So it really helps. I just hope these few people will stay the way they are so i can remain the way i am.


shit its raining and i have to walk to the car. Fuck!!!

Byeeee

evil clowns..

Gosh! How long has it been since i last blogged? Well no matter, it's great that i'm here now. Let's hope it'll last. Well so yeah, i have been busy busy busy with college. Day in and day out, assignments given everyday and most of them have short submission periods so blogging is really hard to fit in.

Today is like the only day i'm free coz there are no assignments due next week well except that i have a maths quiz on tuesday so i have to get to studying later :) College has been good to me. Not bored of it just yet.

Well maybe there are a few minor things annoying me but it's coming to a settlement pretty soon. Hopefully =.= I'm searching for a room to move into with a friend coz he's living at home as of the moment and i can't stand living in the hostel anymore. The toilets and room itself is just horrible. I really need a room fast :/

Other than that everything is going on fine :D

Izzat sent me back home on wednesday coz i couldn't drive. Zafiee sent me back to campus the next day with Naim. Showed them around the campus and went to Alamanda for lunch after that :)

Aunties came over to the house on friday to hang out. I swam with the cousins for the whole day so when they left. I literally fell flat on the bed. Slept through the whole night and woke up pretty fresh haha. Went out with Zafiee on saturday to One utama. Had lunch there and went shopping. Well she did haha.

Got home at 5 and took another nap wtf. Woke up, had dinner. Watched tv. Was watching this Planet Muzik Awards show thingy and it made me sleepy so i went to bed. It was 11 mind you. Super early heeeeee :D

Went shopping today. Well it wasn't really planned. I just saw the stuff and i just knew i had to get it kinda thing :D Well i better get on studying. And i'm also out of ideas on what to blog about wtf aha.

Pictures will be uploaded as soon as my internet connection stops PMS-ing :)

This is a short post :) i'm currently in maths. Waiting for the lecturer to start woot. Will blog more as soon as possible. Getting a new laptop very soon too.

Macbook here i come wtf haha

Bye bye :)

namun ku percaya...

I feel like changing my blog layout :) but sadly i can't seem to find any that meets up to my expectations. The nicest one i see is already being used by me so yeah. Pretty pointless if you ask me.

Anyway, i'm going out with Nat and Zaf the loser today :) Still waiting for Nat to give me her brother's house address. I better get ready. Oh wait, I have to print out some notes first. Bloody hell!

xx

teh o ais satu!

Hey, i apologize for neglecting my blog. Well it's not really neglecting, just that i don't update on a daily basis like i used to. Why? Because college is draining. I still have to get used to this whole run around like a barbarian to go to class thing. It's still new to me.

Well anyway, a recap of my week seems like the best thing i can do right now.

What did i do on Monday? Oh yeah, left pretty early because my sister had class at 11. Didn't do much for this week coz i was practically tied up with all my work so i didn't really have that much time to waste. Just abit here and there i guess.

Had this interesting task of drawing a box in Drawing class. The interesting part was, we had to draw a normal box using this weird method for 4 hours. Yes, you heard me. 4 hours. Some people were actually dying after the first hour because the method we had to use was so confusing. I understood the part where they asked us to buy a ruler and not use it to draw lines because they want us to draw free hand but drawing a box without at least given measurements and expect it to be the same. Yea right man =.=

Some people finished drawing after an hour and went to sleep. I finished at 2.30 if i'm not mistaken and you know what i did after that to kill time? I listened to my ipod and watched other people disturb me wtf T_T

You see! Umar likes disturbing me when i'm doing my work quietly wtf :P

That's Chewan. His name is Shahir something but we call him Chewan. He's the king of sleeping wtf haha. He can sleep a whole week and not wake up :)

That's Umar. He's very semangat-ed in everything he does. HAH yea right!?

That's the box. The annoying recycled box which we had to draw for 4 stinking hours =.=

I have a few more peeps i haven't taken a picture of yet. There's Ayai who claims to be an artist by day and a pole dancer by night HAHA! There's also Ijat. Hah budak jambu poyo ni haha. He's in some of my classes and we usually hang out in campus. He doesn't stay in the hostel because he's too gedik HAHA :P Not forgetting Meor. Met him during orientation week. Sat beside him a few times. He's the kind of person who likes to do things following his own likings and make the university his dad's haha. There are a lot more actually but these are the few people that i remember right now haha.

So anyway, my faculty which is Faculty of Creative Multimedia(FCM) had this break the ice session with the seniors this morning. Since i go home every friday. I had to drive back to Cyber this morning to attend the "awesome" session :D It started at 8. I woke up at 7.30. Left the house at 7.50 and reached the campus at 8. Yea baby haha.

I thought i was late and there would a big crowd just staring at me but i was dead wrong. There were like 50 students out of 150 students just sitting around waiting for something good to happen. Including Ijat and Ayai who were damn enthusiastic especially Ijat because he came all the way from Damansara haha. Meor reached like 15 minutes later wearing jeans and a tee rubbing his eyes like he just got out of bed. Bodoh nye Meor haha. We were asked to come in sports attire haha.

Registered and went in to the lecture hall and listened to the seniors and what not. Went out and were seperated into different groups and such. The plan was to leave when the games started so i told them to call me when they were leaving. Sadly i didn't hear my phone and only noticed it 10 minutes later so i left abit later. So while my group walked to the tennis court. I went into the car and left weeee :)

A lot of other people left after me because it was not really as much fun as we thought.

So yeah, that was pretty much it. I need to get started on my Design Fundamentals work now. I need Zaf's help for this though. She somehow has more imagination power haha. Right Zaf loser! I miss you haha. See you tomorrow la kay? haha.

Well that's it for this week. Will try harder to blog more often.

-Fitri Zulkifli-

xx