the end of a beautiful episode

Alrighto, a short post before i go to bed.

Just wanted to say that my final project is finally done. Finally done deal so i'm feeling pretty free. Well not exactly that free coz i'm having my final exams the week after raya so yeah, study study study :)

Anyhoo, here are some of the pictures of the final project which is the wall that i've been talking about.

Our wall :D

My group :)

The bunch of people whom i fight and love all at the same time.

These are my awesome classmates :)

All the pictures above were taken the night before the presentation. We were really going all out for it.

Presentation Day

We were all waiting for our turn to go in for the presentation.

I couldn't sleep so i was online :)

Honestly now that this is over, i'm gonna miss it very very much. I'm gonna miss spending a whole day in the studio working our butts off. I'm gonna miss making fun of my groupmates. I'm gonna miss playing with paint.

I just hope the bond that we created will forever last. Wtf i sound like we're all going out separate ways haha.

Anyway, i'm going back to Malacca for raya tomorrow which means i'm not gonna be online for about 3 or 4 days since my grandma's house has no internet connection. So before i forget,

Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir & Batin

sobertastic

I miss blogging. Well not really la XD

I have to wake up early tomorrow and look where i am at this time around -.- I so need a wake up call. Izzat told me to not be late for tomorrow's meeting since we only have 2 days left and a whole lot still to be done :/

I also have a few more assignments to be done before the end of this week. Hopefully i'll be able to get it done by tomorrow. I'll have to shut my ears coz someone is bound to make me go on a detour. I also have a few more things to get done in time before raya.

My drawing assignment isn't that nice but so be it. I think it's acceptable and i'm not gonna complain. Coz if i do, there's nothing i'm gonna do about it anyway. Don't question me, i'm cool that way wtf haha. So yeah, no pictures this time coz i'm cool that way wtf -.- no la, it's coz my cameraman was busy this week :)

Anyway, i miss Jolin! I miss Nicole! I miss my highschool gang. I have not seen them in ages. I miss laughing with them. I miss fooling around with them. I miss creating mischief with them. I just miss them :( Promise me that we'll hang out soon? :D

xx

week12 day 2 1/2 wtf

I have to blog, must blog, will blog ; i'm sleepy wtf -.-

I have to go to bed coz i have another day of pure torture today. Eh wait it wasn't actually torture la, it was more of a 'killing me softly kinda thing'. I never felt so alive when i finally had fluid run down my throat haha.

Anyway, my final project is going on well right now. Something that i honestly did not expect. I was expecting for it to be worse. Like us not being able to do it and the wall not being nice but surprisingly our wall is doing great. I think we're starting the paint process tomorrow so lets hope for the very best.

I don't know what i'm gonna wear today coz what i wore yesterday is now covered in white paint. Damn. I'm also expecting myself to be a tad bit late today coz i need my sleep wtf. Sorry :)

Anyhoo, english was a bore. AS USUAL. I couldn't make up the words that were coming out from her mouth. All i could hear was my pillow calling me back into it's arms wtf. Dramatic much?

A little fooling around never hurt anybody. Or do they? O__o

xx

week 12 day 2

It's too early for me right now. But i can't go back to sleep just yet. Dad gave me the idea to just get ready and drive to Cyber this early instead of going back to sleep and waking up in an hour and getting ready coz there's a mighty fine chance i'll not be able to get up. Pay attention to the the phrase 'mighty fine' coz that's how serious it is XD

I slept pretty early last night considering the fact that Hasif invited me along to McD SK. Yeah well once i've already taken a shower and got in my sleeping clothes, there's again a mighty fine chance of me actually changing back :D I'm sorry though.

I have to get all the stuff that i bought for my project out of the storeroom so i won't forget to take it along. Coz honestly if i forget it and end up leaving it behind, there's a mighty fine chance you'll see me in rehab. Well maybe a psychiatric ward to say the least.

That's me playing a fool with paint. Typical -.-

xx

moonlight

I'm caught between two scenarios right now. You see, i have maths class tomorrow morning at 9 and at the same time my group is having this meeting at the exact time. So if i go to class, i'll miss on half of the things that will be going on in the meeting. And say if i go to the meeting instead of class, i'll miss another day of maths and i'm afraid that the lecturer will think i don't pay enough attention to maths.

So, what say you?

Honestly i'm just confused. These are the little things that can make me go loopy & i'm not joking. They just make me go all stressed up thinking about it. Sigh. I'm already stressed out thinking about it.

I just can't handle these kind of matters. Especially when both are equally important. A cup of chocolate chip ice blended from starbucks would be really helpful right now.

Anyway, I finally got to eat sushi today. After craving for it for like 10000000000000 years. Yea well maybe not that long wtf haha. But let's just say i got what i wanted and more coz i got ice cream too wtf i sound like a 4 year old child getting candy.

I have to wake up early tomorrow coz i have class at 9 and mind you, i just thought of the best plan ever and i'm very sure it's gonna work perfectly :)

xx

Week 12

How do you like the new layout? Was honestly getting really bored of the old one so yeah, i thought i better change it before i get ideas of changing to a new blog haha. You know how i am, when i get bored. I bail wtf haha

Anyway, went back to Malacca for a night as usual on the weekend. Got back late last night. Woke up pretty damn early today to go to the hardware store and get cement. Yea i know, cement -.- Well it's for my final project so it's important that we do it right.

Other than that my life has been awesome. Of course there were some hiccups here and there but i'm not gonna let that tear me down. I'm going into my third last week of my first sem which means i have 4 more days before i have to submit all my mumbo jumbo assignments. Can you say HELP? Coz when i say it nobody hears me wtf haha.

xx

A friend

A friend is one who stands to share Your every touch of grief and care He comes by chance, but stays by choice Your praises he is quick to voice No grievous fault or passing whim Can make an enemy of him And though your need be great or small His strength is yours throughout it all No matter where your path may turn Your welfare is his chief concern No matter what your dream may be He prays your triumph soon to see There is no wish your tongue can tell But what it is your friend's as well The life of him who has a friend Is double-guarded to the end.

domestic hunt

Let's have a brand new day

Damn, i need to get my ass out of bed and get to a hardware shop. I need to get cement. I need to get those spoon cement scooping thingy(s) too haha.

Damn i also forgot that i'm going back Malacca later today for a night. I'm so tired. I can't be hovering back and forth every weekend. I need some time to rest.

Come to think of it. I'm hungry :/

My grandma's house does not have internet connection. BOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

ciao

Fitri is awesome :)

just me

From now on, i'm gonna be myself. I'm gonna be the goof that i am. I am no longer gonna hold back when i'm around certain people. All i can say is, if you don't like the real me then you're most definitely not a real friend :)

I've changed my way of blogging just to suit other people and i hate it. I want to blab. I want to talk absolutely nonsense coz i'm nonsense so if you have a problem with that, tell it to someone who cares haha.

I like to laugh, smile and be happy. I can be serious but i just wonder why be serious all the time when i can enjoy life being the person i am. I hate it :) I am me. I just like making people happy and at the same time making myself happy.

I want to be the person i used to be. I want to jump around like a maniac. I want to giggle instead of controlling myself. For all this time i've been acting like someone else so i could be liked by people but i just had this brain check and it got to me that people who like for the person i am not is not to be liked by me. Does that mean anything? wtf haha.

So yeah, thank god i have a few close friends that reminded me this.

• I like to sing loudly.
• I like to make stupid jokes which are sometimes not even funny.
• I like to goof off coz i'm just goofy.
• I don't have a cool way of walking,talking or laughing.
• I giggle coz my loser likes to giggle :P
• I love to laugh. Even when there's not exactly a reason to do so.
• I love taking pictures coz i like it*no other reason wtf haha*
• I talk in malay when i'm angry HAHA don't ask why.
• I don't have one of those fancy big ass cameras but i'm thinking of getting one.
• I have no idea what i'm doing in this college so don't ask me.
• All i know is i want to do something that involves graphics.
• I like hanging around my roomates but i just can't stand their level of cleanliness.
• I still like them though :)
• I'm not this tough guy who likes to go around picking fights. I'm usually the one at the back making fun of the people fighting :)
• Lastly, I'm Muhammad Fitri Bin Mohd Zulkifli :D

Fit ROCKS!!! hahaha

There you go. Just me :)

BTW, i like to say ciao! :D

unsatisfied

Okay this post right here will be strictly for ranting coz right now i have a huge bundle of unsatisfied feelings accumulated inside me so if you think you can't handle it, be gone*and i mean it in the nicest way possible*

So yeah, first of all. I would like to point out that i HATE being taken for granted. I HATE it when people actually think it's okay when it's clearly not. I HATE it when people be someone their not just to gain popularity.

Come on man, i drag my ass everywhere for you and yet you show me that bloody hell face like i'm the reason for global warming. Open your god damn bloody eyes man. Honestly, i just don't know why i put up with you. I blame myself though. It seems like there's a screw in my head that's missing.

You want to know something? I give up on you, I give up on you and your nonsense. We'll see how you go without me. When you fall flat on your face, i will be right there laughing. You do not want to mess with me. Oh yes i've done my fair share of mistakes but there's not one day that i've forgotten it coz i live by it.

But you? You're just pathetic. A pathetic person who thinks the world is revolving around you. HAH! Think again retard.

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Anyway, i'm sorry about that. I just had to write it down before i say it out loud. Honestly i hate ranting on my blog coz this is a happy blog. I don't like having my readers come here and end up leaving full of anger but oh well what to do?

So yeah, gonna skip today's update as i have no mood to blog. Heck all i want to do is sleep now.

ciao