between two

How low can you go?

Hey (:
Feeling very fatigue right now. Got up with this strange feeling in my throat. Kept on coughing and now it has gotten worst ): It's now added with a slight headache and nausea. I tried taking a nap since that was all i could think of doing but my eyes were not cooperating T___T

Took a nice warm shower just to refresh myself. & it actually did. Well for a minute or two. Sat at the balcony for abit thinking that maybe i needed a taste of fresh air but that was clearly not the reason. It actually made my nose blocked coz one of the houses on the ground were having renovations. So practically i was inhaling dusty "fresh" air T____T

My mum just left for Parade to meet up with her friends taking the car leaving me at home alone helpless LOL. No la ok, i can get very protective. It's just that i don't want too (: Anyway, i also have to go fetch my sister later in the afternoon at cyberjaya. Yeah, that was my mum's reward to me wtf. She said i could drive later :D:D:D:D

Oh btw, i went out with Zaf yesterday but i'll blog about it some other day coz right now my vocabs are all over the place. So that's it for now

The bunch that i miss dearly ):
May 2007

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Disappointment

It can be doodled over and over again (:

So it is I :D The Fitri of all Fitri(s) wtf.

I'm pretty much drained today. Although i didn't do anything that could be counted draining but still i feel drained (: I have no idea what i do to occupy my day these days T__T Everyday is practically going by in such a big blurr. I really need to find a way to regain control wtf.

Anyway..

I did this quiz on Facebook on How much i knew Natasha Aida and i totally and utterly screwed it up big time. I actually know like 25% of her which is very unacceptable counting the fact that i'm her twin. Well mock twin in case some of you start getting the wrong ideas. She did my quiz a few minutes later and she actually gt 87%. I'm really disappointed with myself. The thing is, i actually knew most of the answers but i never trusted myself in choosing the right one. Stupid Fitri.

Sigh

On a lighter note. I did this stupid joke to my mum just now and she totally made me look stupid. In a funny way though (: Here is how it went... I was sitting on my bed thinking about my agenda for the day and suddenly i got this sudden urge to make someone laugh. So i opened my closet door, took out an empty luggage bag and dragged it to the kitchen where my mom was. She saw me and asked,

Mom: Where are you going?
Me: Oh i'm running away from home*giggles*
Mom: Oh thank god, but the bag is too small. Take two bags!
Me:*laughs harder*

Ahh she can be quite a handful sometimes (:

It's 3 am now and i really think i should get to bed. My eyes are getting dry and my hands need lotion. Somebody help me! well i'm off.
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This is me 3 years ago

similarities

Sometimes when you think about something that doesn't necessarily bring the best out of you, you'll start to wonder whether what you're doing is just the right thing to do. Sure, when you're actually taken off-gaurd. You can't exactly be so sure to act upon it with such calm feedbacks.

Well just hours ago, i was the one in that exact position. Well like any "normal" human being would have done, i handled it really badly. Instead of remaining composed, i totally "bleghh"-ed out and left. I didn't know what to do. I felt like it would be better if i didn't hear it. If i did not talk about it, it would all seem less real and that was exactly what i was going for.. Unreal.

Then when i had the time to think about it. I somehow knew that what i wanted is actually benefiting me more than anyone else. Kinda selfish if you think about it. Now i've seen the whole picture so i finally get it.

I'll wait for the next train.

Hey peeps,

what is that at the top? Oh it's my usual everyday rants lah. Don't worry about it. The situation is so small but i made it sound like it's between a life and death matter. Well it is to me, but whatever la lol.

So yeah, did nothing for the weekends. Boring as hell. Thought i'd be getting my license today but the metro person said that they haven't got it yet. Boohoo! I need to drive man. Anywhere! I'm hoping that by tomorrow my "P" arrives yay!

I am also hoping that it'll rain more coz the weather is bloody hot. There should be like a warning sign by now coz the heat is ridiculous. I can't step out of the house without sweating my butt off. It was raining just now but it was only for like 3 minutes. Yeap i counted :D

Oh i watched Angus, thongs and perfect snogging last night till about 2 am. Not that bad of a movie (: I'd rate it 7/10. I loved hearing them talk. The accent is awesome :D

Jangan kau bimbang sayang
Dimana ku berada
Dengan siapa ku bersama
Jangan bimbang
Ku tetap kau yang punya

& i'm off. xx

Dreams never come true

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Life is not at all a fairytale.

selamat tinggal sayang

You "los" it, we "faun" it (:

Ahh just finished watching this Malay movie which was hilarious i tell ya. I laughed from start to the middle lol. Didn't watch it till the end coz i was losing momentum and my sister wanted to chat with her friend or something like that (:

Anyway, my day today was fine. Woke up at about 8 to my phone alarm T__T Dragged my ass into the shower before i could attempt to make a u-turn back to my bed wtf. Got ready and Sonia reached my house at about 9. Frederick and Mahaan was inside the car too.

Got to Matsakaesushi stadium at about 9.45 i suppose. Went to the canteen and got a grab to eat. Met with alot of my juniors which was totally awesome (: Felt very welcomed by them :D:D Gossip-ed abit with Sonia while waiting for cheer to start. HAH! Gossip at home, gossip over texts, gossip on MSN. Sigh we gossip everywhere.

Berlepak-lepak with Diyana Shazali too. She's cool la. Always one of the cool ones in the "junior" category bunch (: Watched cheer and so on. Left at about 12 coz it was getting way hot. Sent Vee vien to Sunway college and then sonia and i went for lunch in Mcd Taipan (: Continued bergossiping lol. After lunch she sent me home (:

Ahh sampai rumah soo sleepy! I just needed to crash so i freshened up and threw myself on the bed :D Sadly i couldn't get into a trance wtf. So i went to the living room and tried sleeping on the floor coz the floor was so cold (: Was halfway through the trance so i got up and continued on my comfy bed (:

Woke up at 4 i think. Berlinger-linger like some kind of unwanted zombie you see in the movies :D Webcammed with Zaf at 6 till about 8. Watched telly after that till 12 and continued webcamming with zaf till 12.30. It was a quick one coz Zaf was getting sleepy and i was honestly tired too (:

So yeah, that was my day. My so-called exciting day. I have to wake up early tomorrow. I'm gonna go find my "P" sticker to stick on my cars woot woot (:

So till the next time, ciao

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Why am i still feeling down?

i'm still feeling that there is a problem. I'm not feeling like my normal self. My hyped up mood is missing. Had an "ok" day but the timing was not right. Sure i was happy during the day but when i sit back in front of my laptop i tend to go all emo again.

It's probably the location.

It has to be ):

So yeah. I read Nat's blog and something on it that she wrote made me smile. Just for a minute there i felt like i had someone that needs me as much as i need her. It's a great feeling if i might say so myself. I actually felt wanted. Yeah i know. Sounds very cliche` but that is just how it is.

So i'm gonna go to bed now pretending that it's not 10.45. I just need rest i guess.

emo is my name

I spent the whole of last night emo-ing. Don't ask me why coz honestly even i don't have an answer. I guess i've been putting up a happy face all this while when i was not really a happy camper ): I don't know really. Still in a bit of a daze :/

Well since i was emo-ing, i slept early. I actually went to sleep 11.30 *gasps* i know. Shocker ain't it? Yea well coz of that i woke up early too. My eyes were already open at 9 but i kinda forced them to remain close till about 9.45 then they started to rebel wtf.

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Anyway, i need itu transportation to Matsakaesushi stadium this saturday for Srikl's sports day. Wtf i'm such a loser. I can drive and yet i can't drive. Ironic isn't it? sighh. Any takers? Anyone? Please? Ahh fine i'll walk. Shit i'm not gonna walk. I'll just wait for someone to post it up on Youtube then. Yes mighty fine loser i am :D

Well i have to go take a shower now. An aunt is coming over for brunch.

P:S/ My room is fuh-reeeezing eeeeeeeek :D


Bye (:

ahora

Saya sedang dirindui ya? (:

I promised Nat that i'd blog about here lol. So here goes Nattie crabbie pattie (: Ahh burger-ish*inside joke*

So yeah, if you know Nat or at least try to get to know her. You'll notice that she has two distinct personalities. She can be very serious when she has too. She won't play around when it comes to her commitments. However she can also go bonkers and get totally lost LOL. Trust me, i know coz i've seen that side many many times :P

Again if you notice, her phone keeps getting barred LOL. I still don't have a reason to that yet haha but i shall find out tonight haha.

So last night, we had our normal stupidnopoint talk on MSN which was kinda fun coz it has been such a long time since we last did this. When we talk on MSN. We act like these two siblings getting on each others nerves. It's hillarious if you actually read what we say. So since it's your lucky day. I'll put some convos from yesterday which i personally found funny :D

NatMe

Eh you, you kenal tak malaysian singer called Yuna?
Yes
You kenal as in tau or as a friend.
I know her and not as a friend. ahaha.
Oh,ingatkan kalau you kenal. You boleh intro her to me coz i nak jadi penyanyi terkenal hahaha
BODOHNYA TWIN AKU
HAHAHAHAHAHA
well mesti laaa opposite hahaha
I'm the smart one la eh? THANK YOU!
I nak duet ngan Mariah Carey.

Hahaha so funny. If say you don't get what was going on. I shall try and not to care (:

You see the things i do with Nat? we're wild and crazy.. well not really that wild. The furthest thing we wanted to do was destroy public property LOL. So not gangster kan Nat? So, happy about what i wrote about you? hehe

A few things i know about her (:

• She does not like fish (:
• She does not seem to find the colour purple appealing anymore LOL
• She can be very random.
• She is a chearleader.
• She is MY TWIN :D:D:D:D:D
  

Remember GENTING!!!!!

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So anyway, i wrote the above a few days ago but i never got the time to post it. You know how life can be soo unpredictable. One minute you're doing this and the next minute something a whole lot different than what you planned happens (:

For those who don't know. I am extremely happy today :D It's a good day. I think. I hope :/ lol. Why? Coz i got my "P" license teehee XD Went for the test just now and i passed everything with flying colours muahaha. I am so happy. I am also very relieved coz i've been worrying about this for a whole week and now it's finally over :D:D

Anyway, woke up at 6.45 am which was pure torture. Since school ended. Waking up before 8 is so off-limits haha. Went into the toilet and noticed a feeling of something rolling down from my nose. Looked in the mirror and saw blood! Everywhere. Looked closer and i saw my nose bleeding. For no apparent reason. Since it was my first time encountering this problem. I panicked but i didn't do anything stupid la. haha just took a tissue and stuffed it into my nose until it stopped. When it stopped. The tissue was red and i felt like vomiting. Wow i didn't know i was disgusted by blood wtf.

So yeah. Went down to wait for the van at about 7.30 and got to Metro at around 8.30 (:

I met a new friend there too. Her name was Amanda. She lives in the USJ area too. She knows a few of the peeps from Srikl like Kwan Yee and Roger. Claimed to have gone to the same tuition place. Something like that. Sorry i wasn't really paying attention. We were waiting for our turn to do the test so practically all that my mind could think off was the bukit (:

Dropped her off at USJ 7 which was at her dad's office then my mum and i went for lunch. Had my daily nutrient needs wtf and went home. Took a shower and here i am now :D:D Feeling a tad bit sleepy. I'm thinking of taking a nap weeeee.

Oh yeah, i webcammed with Zaf last night. I had fun LOL. She was being her normal dorky self. Yes Zaf! You are dorky. haha. She finally got her internet connection lol. Thank god for that. So yeah. Now i am going to go coz my back hurts (:

The song that got me into guitars (:

*and i still can't play one to save my life*
booooo

Bye (:

Shitty shitty bang bang

I'm so angry right now coz my dad's friend who is suppose to be sending my wallet is not here yet and my driving thingy is tomorrow.

Fcuk man. I'm super pissed right now.

P/S: Nat i dah tulis a post about you but belum habis tulis (:

jumaat ke 13

Ahhh me again (:

Well must i go on again about how this is my blog and i actually have the right to say what i want and how many times i want in a day lol. Okay fine i'm sounding so insecure right now wtf.

Okay facing the fact that i had a very zombie-fied morning/afternoon, i did not actually have a zombie-fied evening :D I surprisingly had an awesome evening (: My sister was going out with her friends to Pyramid to catch a movie. So being the sibuk person that i am. I decided to follow (:

We watched Friday the 13th.

Eeeeeee the movie was OKAAAAAY (: NO REAL PLOT WHATSOEVER. Everything was practically revolving around this serial killer, a lake and a bunch of wild kids trying to get laid every minute of the day T_____T

It's very predictable i must say. It's like i could actually guess who was gonna die next by the state and condition that they were in. Well overall i would rate it as a 6/10. Sorry poo (:

Had dinner before the movie bla bla bla bla. The usual la. Must i repeat myself? hehe.

Anyway, i have my driving class tomorrow. Which i am partially excited about teehee XD I wanna get my "P"!!!! Oh here is a funny story that happened earlier in the day.

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I was looking for my wallet everywhere in the house and i couldn't seem to find it. I kinda got worried coz my IC and "L" license was inside it sigh. So yeah, after searching for it everywhere. I got a hunch that it was in my dad's car but the best part was, my dad was in JOHOR weeeeeee T_____T

So i called and told him that my wallet is in the car. He called me a few minutes later and told me that he had it. So yeah, i kinda freaked out coz i was gonna take my test again this thursday and without my "L" license and my IC i cannot take the test. So what did i do everyone?

PANIC!!! (:(:

Yea, after negotiating for a few minutes with my dad. He got an idea on how to solve it. He said he'll post it using courier and it'll get here by wednesday! Wow you do not know what i felt when he told me that.

So yeah, interesting day kan? Why is my life so complicated? haha. It's ironic when in one post i'm ranting on how my life is sooo dull and nothing really exciting and complicated happens in my life and in the other post i complain on how my life is too complicated. I'm such a discontented person.

Anyway Nattie said we're going to Genting! I'm holding on to your word nattie crabbie pattie :D:D:D:D

Bye (:

What i am currently (:

Rantings

I hate it when everyone around me are like zombies. There's no thrill in life at all.

I want it to be thursday right this instance coz i need my "P". Can't live without it. I want to actually drive somewhere without depending on someone to fetch me when i need to go home. I need to be more independent. I want to do things on my own without a whole charade behind me. Ahh i need to go solo wtf.

I'm feeling very upset. I have constant headaches due to being upset and when these crazy headaches come it kinda knocks me off game and i just plain lose it. I totally lose energy to do anything for the day. I literally just feel like moaning around waiting for something exciting to happen which in my case rarely happens.

I'm in need of excitement. Honestly the only place i can think now is Genting. I know, not exactly the most exciting place but it's better than nothing right? See, now i have the destination cut out. I just need to get transport to and fro and accommodation and people to go with. Transportation can be done somehow however with college right now. People are way hard to find. Unless i pick randomly from the streets. Imagine picking a serial killer by accident. Ahh then my name will end up in the news damn it.

Killed in Genting wtf T_____T

I also need more pictures!! why is it so hard to drag my stupidlittlenoawesomefunctionssuckierthantheDSLR camera around when i go out? Frustrating gila.

Okay enough of this mumbo jumbo. I'm gonna actually do something productive :)

GYM....

Before i go, i would like to mention a few names of people whom i really miss the most right now. I just miss their funny attitude, their lame jokes and just fun to be with. I miss you!!!!

• Zafirah
• Jolin
• Nicole
• Sonia
• Nat

Ahhh i miss these peeps. Don't get offended if your name is not here. I miss you too! It's just that i've always been around these people so not spending time with them just kills me!!! Sighh sighh sighhh.

Cheerios!

Hundred and one

Hello macaroni and cheese fans out there (:

I love mac and cheese. Have i told anyone that before? well if i haven't, i'm telling you now :D

Mac and cheese is like THE best comfort food ever.

Anyway, (:

Fitri Zulkfili has not gone missing. No need to be alarmed hehe. He just took a few days off from blogging coz he was in the clouds wtf. No la, I just didn't have anything to say (:

So yeah, what have i been up to for these past few weeks? Let's see, went for my JPJ test and fuh-reaking failed my bukit. Just shoot me will ya? I mean, it's fine if i failed due to the normal reasons like moving backwards and stuff but noooo. Not me! I just had to stand out and figuratively be-out-of-the-box by failing with a reason of my tires NOT reaching the yellow line.

Ahh wtfwtf T________T

Thank god i had Eleena there beside me for the whole day. She failed her bukit too (: However we both passed our road test so next week is just me and the bukit. It's soooo on (: Although i failed my bukit. I still felt like the day was awesome :D We sat next to each other for the whole and laughed our asses off. Even this one makcik was asking why were we laughing so hard although we failed LOL.

Our pasal laa want to laugh or not. Sibuk punya makcik!! T____T

Oh i had a very long friday. Left for my aunty's house in cheras at about 11. Went for my friday prayers and met up with my uncle and her daughter. His wife was working. Had lunch in kenny rogers which was where i made the biggest mistake of my life! I ordered Mac and cheese and it was horrible! Horrible i tell ya. Gosh it was so different from what i ate in secret recipe. Blardy mother toot. Went home at about 6.30. Went to Pyramid later that evening for a reunion dinner with close friends (: Sonia and the gang woot woot. Had huge laughs every minute haha. Had fun catching up on each other :D

Ahh saturday. Went to metro Driving academy to sign some papers so that i could take my bukit test on thursday hehe. Stopped by my dad's office cz he needed to get something and then we went home. Haha wtf laugh for what? T____T

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Had my belated Birthday dinner in Bubba Gump Shrimp co. in Pyramid last night. The food and the experience was awesome hehe. And nowwwww, the moment that everyone has been waiting for.

*DRUMROLLS*

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PICTURES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This was where i had the horrible mac and cheese!

The horrible mac and cheese in action! wtf!!!


The naked chickens as my cousins call it (:


Cousins :D


They got bored so they started running around barbarically (:


Everyone leaving the restaurant in full disappointment lol wtf.

Birthday Dinner (:

Ahh this place reminds me of Zaf coz she likes Forrest :P

Well that's pretty much it (: Parents are in Malacca now so i'm home with my sister. The black clouds are building up in the sky so i better get ready for bed wtf. Well till the next time,

ciao :)

100th post (:

Hey (:

It's my 100th post on this blog (: May this be the blog where i'll be sticking to for more years to come (:

It's my 100th post and observe how depressing it's gonna be (:

I'm having a slight fever T___T

My nose is still running. Ahh stop running wtf.

I can't sleep no matter how hard i try and i have wake up super duper early tomorrow coz i have my driving class ):

Can someone just shoot me? T_____________________________T

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Bye

Montgomery

Hey (:

Again i'm sorry for disappearing. You know me, i'm like Batman. One minute i'm here, and the other minute i'm in Gotham city wtf. Ahh i'm losing it T____T I'm guessing my brain cells are all dead. Bloody hell!

So anyway, went to my aunty's wedding Aniversary lunch yesterday. The food was awesome. The place was fun and the best thing is, they had free flow of cendol. Wakakaka i melted T____T However! There was a bad side to it ):

I had a very bad case of the sniffles ):): I was sneezing every second of every minute. Due to that, i didn't really get to indulge myself in cendolheaven coz i would sneeze and people might mistaken my snot for cendol ahh eww wtf T_____T

So yeah, left at around 3. Got home and took a long long long super duper long nap. Woke up at 8 i think (: Went swimming after that with my sister and her friends in the rain. Sigh. How ironic :D

Came up and had supper while watching the telly. Went online after that until 3 i think. Had trouble sleeping. Didn't sleep at all as a matter of fact. Was tossing and turning the whole night ): Finally got some sleep at around 8 and woke up at 10 O.O

Went to the gym for about an hour or so. Got home and took a nice long hot shower (: and here i am now :D Going out with my mum later. I need to get out of the house. It's infested with germs FROM ME :D:D:D:D Ahhh i also need the fresh air (:

Well i should get a move on. Oh remind me to get NEW batts for my camera. This blog needs pictures. Well till the next time,

Bye (:

Api

Hellozz to ze human beings (:

What have all of you been up to :D

Me?

Ahh, well i've been uber lazy to blog lol. Sorry hehe. Not really a hardcore reason kan? But what to do. That's all i can say hehe. Although i do check my blog every single day to see whether anyone has given comments or anything like that (:

So first of all, before i start my usual nonsense wtf. I would like to say Thank you to everyone that wished me on my Birthday. It meant alot to me knowing that i have awesome people surrounding me (:

Oh and a bundle of thank youu(s) to Zaf for bringing me out for lunch today in conjunction with my birthday :D:D I had an awesome time by the way heee XD

So anyway, been up to nothing lately. Went out just now with Zaf to pyramid. Got home and went out again bahhh!!. Tired man.

I have this wedding anniversary lunch tomorrow (: hopefully it'll be great :D

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Ahh i got nothing to blog about man. Totally dry right now. Oh yeah, having my driving on tuesday, wednesday and thursday is going to be my JPJ test and say i pass. I shall get my P P P P P P P. Be jealous! Be very jealous hehe. Very the excited. Ahhh got license but car haven't sampai wtf.

T____________T

As soon as i get my car. I can ber-vrooom vroom like they do it in F1 ahh wtfwtf T___T I wanna kill myself la kan.

So anyway, i'm gonna go now. Sneezing my way to bed. Bye!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEE!!!!

ME
ME
ME
ME

Vanity

Dork in the house!

Put your hands up in the air wtf

Heyyy (:

At last. A decent post that might not be so decent wtf. Sorry la peeps, been very berry busy with life. You know it can be kan? Constant drama everywhere. Need to get some time off it (: Too much drama turns you into a rama-rama ahh wtf T____T

Anyway, had a very tiring yet awesome day today heeee XD went out for lunch with my aunty and sister in Friday's Parade at 1. It was awesome okay? You'd be dead lucky to have an aunty as cool as mine. Boohoo you! :D Bangga ni hehe.

So yeah, my aunty came by after that and we did some stuff for her blog. She then sent us to pyramid since it was on her way home. Followed my sister get some stuff and met up with Zaf and Zar. Talk talk for awhile and then we parted wtf. Not for long la. Since my mum didn't answer her phone. I called zaf for a favour HEEEEE XD

Thx Zafirah!!!

So yeah got home and did something. I forgot la man. Sorry dudes (:

That was the worst summary of my day ever LOL. It didn't really sound fun after i explained it in words wtf. But it was still awesome (:

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Oh my god! My birthday is tomorrow wooohooo. I'm turning 18. The big 18. Maybe i should have a MTV Sweet 18 party at home wtf. No car wtf. No expensive invitations wtf and no MTV wtf bye T____T

So yeah, i can't wait.

Oh and my eyes are starting to hurt. Too dry laaa.

Well see you soon then (:

Ciao

mister

Hey hey hey (:

Currently at my college to be wtf. I know la. Damn noob right? People masuk college and thinking of elpoping already and i'm here thinking of how college will be wtf T___T

So anyway, i followed my sister here coz she has her midterms tonight. So since she's coming back tonight, i follow her la kan wtf.

I'm currently blogging using my phone coz my smart sister told me there's no need of it. So sad.

Dorky dork muahaha (:

Well i shall go now. This post is getting dull wtf hehe.

Bye :)




smart sister

Sincere

Hey.

Sorry for going missing. Was not really in the mood to blog (:

The only reason why i'm blogging now is coz it's raining and like i've always said. I love rain, so when it rains, it kinda gets my brain working heeeee :D Although the thunder is worrying me. What if the thunder hits the metal railing outside my window and reflects itself to me wtf.

Ahh anyway, went to my aunty's house yesterday. Was caught in a big-ass traffic jam for about an hour wtf. Went for lunch at this restaurant called Madam Lim. Woahh, Uncle Lim's wife wtf T__T No la, i'm just making unnecessary jokes wtf. Not even funny.

After lunch, went back to my aunty's house and played around with kittens. Apparently a stray cat came by and gave birth. Woah baik punya landing. The cats were undeniably cute. So yeah, then i went out with my two cousins to Pavilion. Woah me likey (:

Watched Pantas dan Garang wtf. Too fast too furious i mean lol. The subtitles actually did say Pantas dan Garang. Such direct translation T__T Read a book would ya? (: The movie was fine i guess. No real story-line but it was fine lah. I'll give it a rating of 7/10 heeee :D

So yeah, went to Darus after that for dinner (: Woahh you have got to be lucky to be getting a parking space at that time around. We had to make such a big circle it's ridiculous T___T They sent me home after dinner (: Got home at around 12. Took a shower and straight away ko-ed.

Woke up today feeling very energetic but the energy went to waste wtf. Did totally nothing today. Did not even set foot on the ground wtf. No life i tell ya.

Right now, i have a stomach ache. Yay! That also i have to tell everyone wtf. Well sharing is caring weeee XD Totally in the mood for cheese cake. It's a cry for help! Help me help me! can you hear it? No? it must be the thunder wtf. Ahhh! T____T

Who let the dork out? Damn it T____T

Well i'm gonna get some rubber to protect myself. The thunder outside is getting more aggressive. So rebellious wtf.

Bye (:

cotton candy

Happy!!!

Shout out loud.

Wooh wooh.

I'm happy coz rain is coming (: Not the singer from Korea or wherever he comes from wtf. I'm talking as in the rain. You know? Rain; air turun dari langit wan!? Don't know? Too bad for you (: I'm making such a big deal over rain. Gosh i am so weird. Weirder than normal considering the fact that the noise that was messing with my head is gone.

Gosh i'm such a dork :D

Anyway, I love love love it when it rains at night. Gawd it just makes me feel serene and comfy. Like it kinda makes the whole atmosphere cozy (: I know a few people who personally do not like rain. Sigh. Why? why? As far as i know, Nicole and Zaf hates the rain. Nicole does not like the gloominess. I don't know about Zaf though hehe :P

I have to wake up early tomorrow. Going to see the doctor for my full check-up. They apparently need me to check my urine yada yada yada before i can enter college. Just to make sure i'm not on drugs or any kind of steroids i guess. Maybe they don't want students getting high in class or something LOL.

I also need to get some sports equipment. Well not exactly "equipment" lol. Just track bottoms and cheap tees (: Eh don't get the wrong message okay? i'm not saying i'm rich. I'm just saying i lack tees that can be used for sports. Ironic isn't it? I wonder why i have no sports apparels. Damn it.

I also need to get shoes. Apparently the shoes that i have can't be used in sports activities lol. It's white HAHA. Loser wtf.

I still have a bundle of documents to fill in but then again i'm too darn lazy to start on 'em. Shit. you see! I have not even started college and i'm already super lazy to do work. Help me change ahh wtf.

Oh so yeah, did you know i'll be staying at the hostel for the first year? Not at all my cup of tea but it's kinda for my own good so boooo! My dad did not force me though. He wanted to rent a house or buy on whicever works but i thought about it and the thought of not knowing anyone and living on my own is so not worth it. So hostel it is T___T

No worries though. I'll be getting a car so i can ber-vroom vroom haha. Kak nina senyap HAHA. Let's hope my roomate is someone sober and not a total psycho maniac from hell. If he is then i have no choice but to sleep in the car ah wtfwtf lol.

Well i should go now, i just noticed that the aircon wasn't turned on hehe. I was mumbling to myself why the hell am i sweating. Then i was blaming the aircon man for not fixing it properly. So when i wanted to check the temperature, i noticed that the thingymajiggi stuck to my wall was not even switched on (:

HAH! What are the odds of me being a bigger dork than i already am? (:

Not sure :D

Anyhoo, me.sleep.early.doctor.pee in cup wtf.

Maybe i should go practice HAHA.

My L license (:

Oh and did i mention that my JPJ test is in 15 days? wooot! (:

Alrighty then, ciao (:

P.S: I'm getting liposuction before i enter college so i'll look hot and yummy (:

April fools! wtf not funny. T___T

Wings

Help me!

Somebody?

Anyboday?

Ahh fine! You no good people haha!

What the toot am i going on about? Oh it's the noise being produced by the people who are living above me ): They are currently renovating so the amount of noise is gila babi ): You'd hear drilling and hacking early in the morning. This is just unacceptable ):

Ughh! I'm gonna do something about it.

*searching for the iPod*

That's all i can do. Sigh

Alrighty then.

The noise is messing with my brain (:

Bye (: